A very late day 7

What happened? You used to want me to come over, hang out, to talk. Instead you only give a shit about other people. Yeah this has happened before. I try my best to be an O.K friend. But I get bored. I love and value my true things more than anything. But they seem to be lacked in numbers lately, I don't think I have actually relied on any of my friends once these holidays. I lurk the internet looking at you giving a shit and wanting other people to hang out with. I'm not going to offer for you to come over anymore. You'll just end up inviting yourself anyway. I don't want you here, you seem to be an intoxicating mess, and not even a fun, adventurous one. You're just a blue, poor, sad person. Who in the end brings me down. What happened to us? I do miss you, I guess.

that's me today ^